又是学期考试时……再遇昼夜不分日……

 

期末考试了，考了法律和听力了，没啥感觉，不就是考试嘛，希望能过……今天下午2点半考马克思主义哲学……明天是阅读，后天失踪和英语……考吧考吧考吧……都考完了好回家……对成绩没啥追求，英语是在是不像当专业学了，下个学期转了院专业课全变选修……一定要转成呀………………

 

意大利昨天看的我都傻了……不知道该说什么，那还是不说了吧……关于世界杯在这里不想说什么……敢情问题也一样……

 

今天下午和留学生联队踢了场友谊赛，终于没打架，太不容易了……不过wj学长还是和对方吵起来了……咱北京能不能就再冷静点文明点呢……有点无奈……自己一直在左后卫的位置上负责防守……右腿和右手受了点擦伤，没啥太大事情……最后3：5输了……比赛过程也懒得写了，总之对手挺强的。这届京联的所有比赛就算是打完了。等着明年招新吧……今天见到一个生科的博士，也是rdfz的，打排球的……武大真小……世界真小……事情也真巧……生活还是要慢慢品，越品也有味道……

 

明天去决定是7月7号回家还是7月12号回家，所以估计不是8号早上就是13号早上到北京……我能回北京了……太爽了……

 

房子租到了……今天估计就可以拿到钥匙……86平米，560一个月……离学校家属取得焖100米……还算可以了……我知足了……有空调和热水器……

说实话，一辈子一来第一次喝这么多，我承认自己酒量不大，酒量不大又酒量不大的好处，不用喝多少就可以尽兴，今天真TMD的尽兴！！！

4个人喝了34瓶，我一人喝了这当中的少一半……这么说自己都觉得有点可怕，觉得自己没那么大的量……但好象确实喝了那么多……本来多了就不想写了的，但刚才去看了下别的在武汉的RDFZ同学的BLOG，还是挺有感触的，不知道是否能写点什么东西出来……但是想写，所以我就写……

上周回家思考的问题终于在今天落下了帷幕……也算是个解脱吧，以后又可以平淡的过日子了……可以不总站在台上被别人看了，我也想做观众……

今天当了两次观众，一是XZP同学……虽说没看到实况……不过听重播我也满足……二是我们院的学代会……还真没RDFZ的强……虽说我很不愿接受这个事实……

 

有同学还说觉得武汉SB或者说武汉人SB……其实哪里都有SB不是嘛……别和SB制气就是了，伤自己身体，一点必要没有……武汉也就是个普通的城市，别对它要求太高了，其实你会觉得它也还可以……自己别堕落了是最重要的……还有，我想跟顾大侠说：既然来了，改变能改变的，接受不能改变的吧……好好学习，天天向上……

 

今天我们寝的全喝到扑街的程度了，见过喝到躺街上的，但还是第一次见自己哥们也喝成这样。还都是为了我的事，真TM感动，今天好几次特想哭都忍住了……真好久不哭了……眼泪对于我来说太重要，不知道是原来留干了，还是忘了眼泪的感觉了，总之不想再流泪了……女人既然有这个特权就好好哭吧……QXL，也不知道你看的到看不到……你想哭的时候就哭吧……有我呢……

 

大学就这么四年，今天又和学长聊了挺长时间……过的也真TMD的快……初中就学过，英语写信先来句叫HOW TIME FLIES……时间是飞着走的……世上万物速度再快也快不过时光的齿轮，一道道时空变换的印记下，我们到底奉献了什么，收获了什么……我的FRESHMAN生活马上就要结束了，今天下午法语笔试，后天周一最后一节阅读和综合英语大一的课就全部上完了，这一年我到底学到了什么……还是个十分值得思考的问题……如果顺利的话，我在外院确实也没几课要上了……说实话，外院确实是个小院，男生确实很少……但正因为这样，大家的感情才更真实，有点讽刺的说是，因为它只能发生在你身边……

 

世界杯一直都在看，能看的都看了，不能看的也尽量看了……不想多评价什么，这是用来欣赏用来陶醉的，要好好地ENJOY IT……足球真的太精彩了……

搞定了，思考清楚了……

作出决定了……也付与行动了……

具体情况不想多说了……进入考试阶段了……大家都加油……

今天考了外教的法语口语，明天考英语外教口语……

还在背……

[03:02.82]I'm not finished.
[03:05.50]As I came in here,
[03:07.73]I heard those words:
[03:09.64]"cradle of leadership."
[03:12.92]Well, when
[03:13.58]the bough breaks,
[03:14.97]the cradle will fall,
[03:16.85]and it has fallen here.
[03:18.46]It has fallen.
[03:20.17]Makers of men,
[03:22.37]creators of leaders.
[03:23.61]Be careful what kind of leaders
[03:25.38]you're producin' here.
[03:27.76]I don't know if Charlie's
[03:29.46]silence here today...
[03:30.91]is right or wrong;
[03:31.91]I'm not a judge or jury.
[03:33.45]But I can tell you this:
[03:35.38]he won't sell
[03:36.37]anybody out...
[03:37.76]to buy his future !
[03:40.46]And that, my friends,
[03:42.31]is called integrity.
[03:44.42]That's called courage.
[03:46.34]Now that's the stuff
[03:47.75]leaders should be made of.
[03:51.69]Now I have come to
[03:52.74]the crossroads in my life.
[03:56.72]I always knew
[03:58.53]what the right path was.
[04:00.80]Without exception, I knew,
[04:01.74]but I never took it.
[04:04.76]You know why ?
[04:06.79]It was too damn hard.
[04:10.93]Now here's Charlie.
[04:12.58]He's come to the crossroads.
[04:14.35]He has chosen a path.
[04:16.33]It's the right path.
[04:18.56]It's a path
[04:19.75]made of principle...
[04:21.63]that leads to character.
[04:25.27]Let him continue
[04:26.36]on his journey.
[04:29.83]You hold this boy's future
[04:31.43]in your hands, Committee.
[04:34.53]It's a valuable future,
[04:37.11]believe me.
[04:39.28]Don't destroy it.
[04:41.07]Protect it.
[04:43.75]Embrace it.
[04:45.85]It's gonna make you proud
[04:47.33]one day, I promise you.

北京的符号是今年的北京高考语文作文题,比去年的好写多了呀,希望复读的同学都考的好成绩!

 

我回北京了,昨天晚上才做的决定,决定好了就冲向车站买了票回来了,今天下午本来有比赛对老挝的,也去不了了……不过有失必有得……可以见见YH，YTZ他们了，尤其YH刚考完……

 

这次回来主要是来思考的，要思考一些东西，不过好象昨天在火车上就已经想清楚了，不管结果如何……回武汉把这件事情结了就好了……

 

北京的符号在每人心中都不一样吧……越是北京人的越对这个符号感到陌生……模糊……对于我来说，北京就是北京，在武汉，一听到北京就特激动……回到北京当然更激动了……不过最近待习惯了，也回的不多了……记得在日本上学的时候一听到中国就激动……现在一样的心情吧……

 

总之回来了就是好……别的不多说了……

 

期待今天开幕的世界杯……

 

要那件事情好好想清楚……

 

一人一幕写的，我写的第一幕……后面的bt剧情真不是我要求的……后又删改，不过变化不大……

There You Are

ACT 1

Narrator:

All the classmates go to a park for a picnic.

Kamille and Christina appear from one side of the stage. Then Sky appears from another side of the stage with classmate A.

Christina:

Wow.what a fine weather and the scenery of this park is very beautiful, too,do u think so? Look at those colorful flowers .They r really cute.

Kamille is looking for Sky.

Christina:

What are u looking for, kamille?!

Kamille:

Nothing, nothing, nothing at all.

Kamille continues to look for Sky, at the same time, Christina finds some flowers very good-looking and wants to go near to look at them. Then she takes Kamille to that place where there are the flowers. Suddenly, Kamille finds Sky sitting alone in a seat, he goes to her and picks a bundle of flowers to give her.

Sky is just leaving the seat.

Kamille:                                                                                                           

Hi!

Sky:

Hi

Kamille kneels down aburuptly.

Kamille:

eh…I’ve justtttttt picked some flowerssssssss for u, because these flowers are sooooo beautiful to suit ur beauty.

Sky:

Thank u, but don’t u know they are creatures, they have lives just like us, it’s too cruel to kill them just for pleasing somebody. It’s your first time and I hope it’s your last time”

Someone pretend to be some flowers in the front of the stage. Sky takes care of them.

Kamille falls in to thought, murmurs:” why her words sound so familiar to me? I must have heard them before…”

Sky: (waves her hand)Hey! What’s the matter with you?

Classmate A:

Sky!

Sky:

I have to go, bye.

Kamille falls in deep thought.

Christina rushed here to blame Kamille and throw the flowers to Kamille. Kamille is shocked.

Christina:

What do u think u r doing here? i was looking for u everywhere. but only to find out that u r smiling and handing flowers to that disgusting girl here.Why don’t u think about me?

Kamille doesn’t listen to her and walks away.

Christina shakes Kamille.

Christina:

Are u listening to me?!Oh ,I am crazy

Kamille:

Leave me alone! P-L-E-A-S-E!.

Both of them vanished from one side of the stage while christina still complaints at kamille.

ACT 2

Kamille is waiting for jira in the garden.

Kamille: How bright the moon is! I really want to make a poem.

“Ah, the moon!

What a beautiful moon!

So big! So round! Like a pancake!”

Oh, it makes me even hungry.

Jira slips onto the stage and covers his eys from the back. She grabs his fan and run away. Kamille runs after her till Jira is tired. While Jira is laughing, she is coughing. Then she sits beside Kamille on a stone chair and hugs Kamille.

Kamille:

Are you OK?

Jira:

Well, don’t care about it, you know I always cough to cough..

Jira continues to laugh but laughs to tears.

What’s wrong with you?

Jira:

it is not cough that hurts me. if I can’t see you any more, I’d rather cough to death! But I know your parents are against us to be together because of my inferior position.

Kamille:

Please, please don’t cry. That will make even sad. I’ll try to persuade my parents. Will you wait for me?

Jira:

Of course,I’ll wait for you, all my life.

Kamille:

So trust me and be happy(Kamille picks flowers next to him and gives them to Jira) There are some flowers for you.

Jira:

Don’t u know they are creatures, they have lives just like us, it’s too cruel to kill them just for pleasing somebody.

Kamille hold Jira’s hands.

Jira’s parents :

Jira, where are you?

Jira(shouts):

I’m coming!

Jira(to Kamille):

I have to go, goodbye.

Kamille:

Please wait for a moment! I have something to tell you.

Jira:

Oh?

Kamille:

eh…eh…I love you!

Jira’s parents: Jira!!

Jira:

I must go now. See you next time!

Kamille’s monologue:

I really don’t want to tell you that I have to go to Beijing for the exam in the Forbidden City. Though it will be a long time for our departure, this is the only chance for us to be together forever. I don’t want to be a pet of my parents any longer! I want to change my fate by myself!

 

In the classroom.

Student A:are you serious? That’s crazy!

Student B:I bet you a treat in Pizzahut that he will not do that!

Sky: well, let’s just wait and see!

Sky then goes to kamille’s seat and put a letter on his desk.

Letter for kamille:

Dear kamille:

   I know I’ve been always overlooking such a nice boy like you,and now I realize that I do have some feelings towards you deep in my heart, I hope it won’t be too late to say this to you, I wonder if we can have a heart-to-heart chat sometime this weekend so that we can know more about each other.

Saturday 12 o’clock in the noon, at the KFC next to our school,by the way, I really like boys dresses in a suit and a pair of sneakers,better if he also wears a cap.don’t you think it’s very cool?!

I’ll be very happy if you can come!

                                Yours truly,

                                    Sky

 

In KFC, kamille appears, in suit,sneakers,cap,an apple in his left hand.

Kamille’s monologue:

Why she suddenly wants to have a heart-to-heart chat with me? Anyway, this is gonna be my big moment , I must show her how true my heart is! (pause, looks at himself). Well, I didn’t know her taste is so unique. I’m dressed exactly like what she said in her letter, she must be very glad to see me.

Sky enters, pretends not to see him,looks around,

Kamille stands up,calls:”sky I’m here!”

Sky restrains hr laughter and goes up to him,sits down.

Sky:hi,kamille,so nice to see you here, I thought…………

Kamille:so nice to see you ,too,,sky. I brought this apple to you, I had planned to buy you a rose,but you’ve said it’s cruel to kill the flowers just for pleasing somebody, so …..you know, apple is good for your health.

 

(Sky seems a little surprised that he remembers her words so clearly).

Sky: oh, it’s so kind of you, and you look cool today

Kamille: (chuckles)..I’m so glad that u like it.. (pause)um, sky ,you said we should have a heart-to-heart talk….

Sky suddenly remembers her “task”,says: oh,yes! You know all the time I have been acting that I don’t really like you, but in fact..kamille,can you forgive me and…

Kamille interrupts:I understand,I understand.(then he grabs sky’s hand), sky, I know it’s my fault that I didn’t say this to you earlier:sky I love you”

(sky holds back her laughter and turns her head aside, suddenly, some classmates jump out and burst into laughters.

Sky laughs loudly too, kamille is shocked and murmuring: what’s going on?

Student A:sky, you’re incredible! I can’t believe you’ve made it!ok I owe you a treat!”

Student B:he really said “I love you”,unbelievable!

Kamille realizes that he has been tricked, and feels terribly embarrassed,sky is still laughing but then she coughs

Kamille sees and asks her; Are you ok? why are you coughing?

Sky:’(coughs)..nothing,, I just , I will cough if I laugh too much..

Kamille seems a little surprised

Murmurs: what did you say? why your words are always so familiar to me?”

In sky’s bedroom. She holds the apple, them has a bite. Talks to herself.

Apple is always so delicious to me.

In fact, kamille is not bad at all. Just like today, I made him so embarrassed but he didn’t get angry with me, it seems he really cares me a lot or he wouldn’t have asked me if I was OK when I coughed, and he wouldn’t have given his umbrella to me when it suddenly rained while he himself had to run home in the rain, and he wouldn’t have taken my words so seriously that he never picked even a pedal since I told him not to… so many other things. Well, I think I’ve been too harsh on him. I must admit he’s the kindest boy I’ve ever met.

Does this mean, um, I kind of like him? No! impossible!

Well, I must go to bed now and stop such crazy thoughts.

ACT 4

(Mother,kamille,sky and christina r sitting around the dining table having dinner. The atmosphere is quite strange.)

(mother just keeps putting dishes into christina’s bowl and she seems quite considerate towards her.kamille dose this to sky ,too)

Mother:How do u like the dishes,christina?

Christina:Oh,they r quite spicy ,I love them very much.aunt,can u teach me some of ur cooking skills?(smiles)

Mother:Yes,of course. If u want to.  Christina,u know,I always think that how nice it would be if u were my own daughter.

(christina smiles while kamille keeps silent )

Mother:so,ur name is sky,right?

Sky:yes

Mother:I do not know who u r.Even though it seems that u r in good terms with kamille.but I just want to remind u that please minds ur deeds and keep away from my son.

(sky is quite embarrassed and confused)

Sky:aunt,we r just commen friends,I don’t quite understand what u meant.why should I do that?

Mother:shut up.no manners.just do as u r told to .

Kamille:mum,how can u say so (an unpleasant look bursts out and he trys to comfort sky)please don’t mind my mother’s words.(put some dishes into her bowl)

(Mother and christina both seem quite unpleasant )

Mother:Hey.kamille,what r u doing?just help urself.(kamille holds back the hand )(then mother turns to sky)don’t u have hands,can’t u just help urself to the dishes?u r quite a disgusting girl.

(sky puts down the chopsticks heavily and stands up)

Sky:excuse me?i am sorry ,I just forgot I have something to do that I have to go now.(then she runs out)

(Kamille stands up either and tries to hold her back)

Mother:kamille, sit down !I have something to tell you.

Kamille:mum ,how can you do this to her.

 

ACT 5

Mother(smiling at Christina):I talked with your mother yesterday, we planed to send you and kamille to Paris to have a further education and…..

Kamille(cut in her):what? No, I won’t go.

Mother: You have no choice, my dear. The tickets have already been bought, you have to go tomorrow afternoon.

C:(embrace Karen)You are so kind, dear aunt!

Kamille:I won’t go anywhere! If you want, you can go with her yourself!(turn and go upstairs)

M: You spoiled child! You are killing me!(too angry to breathe)

C: Oh my poor aunt, calm down, please. Take care of yourself.(pat her gently)

M: stop! You are no longer my son if so!

(Kamille holds his fist tightly and sign desperately, but hurries upstairs)  

 

ACT 6

(kamille drinks a lot in his bedroom and falls asleep.)

In the dream

Jira receives a letter about Kamille’s success in the exam in Beijing, but she cannot be happy because her parents force her  to marry a very old but rich man who she doesn’t love. Kamille wants her to wait for him but the marriage is irresistible.

Jira knocks fiercely on the door but it is locked. And she tries the window but in vain.

J; Oh, my god, who can help me! Kamille, where on earth are you now! Come back, hurry, please, help me! you’d better kill me to let me to marry that man. (begins to cry)

Kamille, it seems that we are doomed to depart this life, see you next life!

(Jira drinks the poison she has prepared and dies on the stage)

Kamille startles from the dream and falls into a deep thought. Then he begins to write a letter to Sky….

You are my angel, you are so beautiful. you are a heaven sent girl, without any curse without any dirt. I’m out of control. I’m so crazy about you. You are so bright like the star in sky. You are so mysterious I just wanna look into your eyes. But I’ m in the plane while you’re reading this letter, I have to go to Paris with Christina as my mother asked.

Sky wakes up the next morning and finds the letter outside her door. After she reads the letter, she bursts into tears and rushes out….

Outside the door, Kamille is waiting for her, smiling and holding a beautiful umbrella…..

 

The End

我终于有时间来更新了……又是这个时间……2点半了……不知道写完又要几点了……

最近一直特别忙特别累，一般到寝就睡觉……什么也做不了……特别不爽……

 

原因是什么呢，主要是为了排个剧（准确说是3个，今天早上还要演一个），从来觉得自己是个没演戏天分的人，就像没天分学英语一样……不过赶鸭子上架的事情……那真是一点办法没有……因为和CXY同学分手了（我特想一句话带过，就让我一句话带过吧……这个话题确实比较伤感），对剧情的话本人也没什么要求了……要和两个女主角拥抱……中间的故事实在太复杂了……和我一直保持联系的人也都知道了，我不想说了…为了这个剧最近脑子一直都处于空白状态……昨天早上又演了个课本剧……比较简单……也就算了……不说了……其实最近的故事基本上都是围绕着这个戏剧展开的，不过关于这个真是什么都不想说……算了算了算了……就让我让它让它们都算了吧……

 

前几周杨念晨来这里玩了一周，时间也有点久远了，记得那几天天天住在外面和KID，NESTA一起PS2的WE10……非常愉快……仿佛又回到了高中时代……几个SB一凑……一起说起地道的RDFZ北京话就是件特幸福的事情……这次，是真的，有些想家了，原来回去的原因还都不是这个……五一没回去，放假又不知道什么时候才能回去了……这个周末就想回去，估计又不可能了，实在太忙了……人在失去以后才会珍惜……我想用这句话表达至少我现在的三种心情……希望有人能看懂……好多话想说，到这里语言再次失去……现在NESTA同学回北京等着看世界杯了，手术该做了吧，祝他一切顺利吧……还有约定的事情最好可以实现吧……

 

世界杯要开始了，作为球迷的我不可能不激动……身处外语学院，可以深切地感受到语言对人们之间交流造成的障碍，我们为了突破这堵墙需要不断的学习各种语言，比如我同时学习英语，日语，法语……不就是希望能够第一时间接受到东西方各种观点嘛……还好，世界各地的足球都说一种语言……用身体的各个部位触球来讲的语言全世界人民都懂……最近北京联也开始和外国联队约比赛了……用足球来交流真是个好的不能再好的办法……不过希望我的学长不要再那么冲动，每场都打架了……废话东扯西扯的……不多说了……大家一切翘首企盼世界杯吧……

 

我真的，宁可，希望，自己，不要，迷失，呀……

 

这究竟是怎么了……

 

我究竟是怎么了……

 

最近对自己一般就两个字评价——SB……不知道怎么了……

 

我想回北京，骑车去天安门看升旗……6月4号过去了……没什么感觉，居然外地人都不知道那天发生了什么……我也宁可自己什么都不知道……

 

宁可自己现在什么也不要多想……感觉自己越活越小了……

 

踢球的时间也没了，PS2一个月玩不了5个小时以上……我究竟都去干吗了……

 

A LA FAC……听起来好像上海话的WO CAO……不过其实是法语的“去学校”（会法语的同学不要究这个问题……ACCENT GRAVE我打不上……）

 

脑子很乱……3点了……继续学习英语……不多说了……明天7点10在楼下集合继续排剧……

 

我还是刘旸吗？！？！？！